I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be vague yesterday. I didn't have the words. My heart hurts so much right now. My little sister lost her baby Friday. She was due to deliver any day. Instead of preparing to bring the baby home they have to plan a funeral. Right now the tears are gone. Replaced with anger I'm looking for somewhere or someone to place blame.
I wavered on whether to post this. I know there are several pregnant women reading my blog and I don't want to put any more worry in their heads. My hope was that if I put my anger here it would get out of my heart. We'll see.
If you love someone, tell them.
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I'm with you. I'm inexplicably furious. I know that it's nobody's fault, yet I still want to find whatever or whomever is responsible and dig their eyes out of their head with my thumbs. I'm pissed at God ... I'm pissed at Karma ... hell, I'm even pissed at myself. It doesn't make sense. The grieving period lasted maybe five minutes before anger took control. As a result, I'm mature enought to know that it would be better if I wall myself off from the world until this passes. I haven't left my apartment for two days now. It's not wise to let my illogical self out into the world right now. The last thing Mom needs is for her only son to be imprisoned for murder.
I don't get it, sis. Why do I feel like this?
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear this. My condolences to your sister and family.
Sorry to hear about this. My thoughts are with you and your family.
I'm praying for your family. XX Lorna
Wow. I'm sorry to hear this. The very same thing happened to my wifes brother recently.
Steve~
My condolences to your Sister and her family..
Oh my goodness, I can't believe it! I'm soooooo sorry to hear about this tragdy in your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you..
Oh my god OGO, I am so very sorry to hear this sad news. I hope that you and your family will be strong and stick together during this really hard time. I'm thinking about you all and saying lots of prayers.
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