I found out yesterday that they do indeed want to do a biopsy of one of the nodules on my thyroid. Dr. said it was suspicious. For some reason it has thrown me for a loop. I'm not entirely sure why. It's not like anything has really changed. It was always a possibility. Odds of it being benign are still quite high. If it's not then they'll probably just cut it out. Up my meds for the rest of my life.
So why has it affected me this way? I think part of it is that I was just so sure that it was nothing. So sure that he'd tell me it wasn't a big deal. He still might. Just not yet. I think the waiting is driving me mad. I was supposed to go in this Friday. Then I got a call from the receptionist telling me that they won't be in the office on Friday. She then rescheduled my appt. for the 8th of February. THEN I finally got through to the nurse to double check as to whether I actually needed to come in or if they doc read the test results and neglected to cancel my appt. She said I did indeed need to come in and said that the appt the receptionist had scheduled wouldn't work. She moved me up to the 3rd. It's a little better. I just hate to wait. I've been waiting for so long already. UGH.
What a pain in the neck. Literally.
2 comments:
They should have scheduled your appointment and not called you until it arrived and then said you need this done and we have an opening right now. Why must we always worry for days? Got you on my list.
It could still be nothing. Stay positive. And even if it's not "nothing", the doc will take care of it. I'm thinking about you OGO. Hang in there and try not to think the worst, although I know that is impossible.
((HUGS))
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