Saturday, February 13, 2010

AGAIN

The doctors office called me on Thursday. It seems that even with the extra jab. Even with the larger needle, they weren't able to get enough cells to determine whether that nodule is bad news or not. They want me to come in and get it done all over again.

The first time the procedure was a mystery. I didn't know what I was in for. This time I know. I'm NOT looking forward to it. It's really hard to describe the feeling. It doesn't feel like your getting stuck with needles. It's like a lot of pressure. Then you have the nerves zapping your ears.

Knocked me for a loop. I'm trying to shake off the funk. I just want this whole thing to be over with. I expected to have a plan of attack after that call. Either their gonna tell me I'm A ok and I'm good to go. Or they would tell me it was cancer and tell me what we're gonna do about it. Instead. I got nothin'.

4 comments:

Granny Annie said...

This is when you would enjoy taking someone by the shoulders and shaking an answer out of them. Bless your heart.....again.

CaCaBoy said...

We'll get through this, Baby Doll.

Lorna said...

I have a friend for whom I always sign off XCX---that's a hug in the middle.

XCX

Chick said...

Good luck, I hope it hurts less this time & you get good results after.